On my way too Odense!
Im in turkey and i dont wanna go home. This IS my home
I love this song so bad! minek ya haroum.
So many things have changed. Every day that passes, something new happens. I lose one, and another comes into my life again. I cry and smile at the same time. I often wonder if there’s something wrong with me. I’m constantly finding a fault. Ranging from appearance to personality. All my life I’ve changed myself. Hair color, eye color, color, everything. I am so tired of everything right now. the only thing that keeps me up, is my girls around me. Without them, I’m nothing. Theese days goes so slow. It’s the same every day. I’ve got the worst relationship with my mom, and everything just goes wrong. Can’t wait until I move to Aarhus. Everything is planned, and I’m ready.
Besides, I’ve gotten better. Have learned what the word forgiveness means and how long it takes to forgive. I’m certainly not ready.
Today I had a really long conversation that ended in chaos.
It started’ like this: ”everybody must have respect for ALL women. whether they are trained, or whether they are whores or whatever they are. because each individual woman can become a mother. and where is paradise? - under the mother’s feet.”
There were a lot who said that a whore did’nt deserve respect, and then I jumped in. Not because I think it’s okay, it’s really disgusting, But everyone deserves respect.
“Every man is sinful, and the best among the sinners are those who repent” so says Allah’s messenger Muhammad (peace be upon him).
Allah warns us against being so defeatist, no matter how large, fatal or cross our mistakes have been.
In the end, i got right.
New number, new Iphone, new hair, new everything. A new start.
Yes, it do hurt, but i’m over you. My life has started over.
Today was a great day! One of my close girlfriends from Aarhus passed kolding today with Linda and Heba. Was so happy!! Tomorrow I’m going to Copenhagen. I’m going to use money, a lot of money. Smoke hookah, and otherwise just relaxing. And even better, explore whole Copenhagen.